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Adventures of the FMP:
Butt
first: Hommage to Marcel Duchamp:
December had sent us to the Gallery:
But
for now.......
on with the story:
It’s been said that every end is a new beginning.
Well,
this story has an “in the end” beginning
to an odyssey.
Now,
everybody knows
that girls are a diamond dealers best friends:
And
furthermore: Some affairs end with violence, as did this one;
and it happened on a day that somehow hadn't been going well at all.
Truth
be told, it was an ill chosen departure that could have been
arranged
with a little more grace and consideration,
but
then, the exchange wasn't supposed to leave some portal
open
for redress;indeed quite the contrary was to be the case:
Terminal
separation. So, when Fred popped his surprise by saying:
“It’s
over between us” while tossing the second ferry ticket
off the crossway into the drink just as he was handing his own
ticket to the ticket taker while stepping onto the ferryboat from the
pier,
it
could have been hardly a surprise for him to meet up with an
emotional,
instant and swift, fare well kick into his behind.
So
hard was it in fact that the red high heel pump (from here on out
to
be lovingly referred to as FMP) lodged itself painfully between his
cheeksand
remained there until later, when it was mercifully removed
by
a group of sympathetic French tourists who were also bound
for San Francisco.
Susan
was always quick on the uptake, and realizing that the right FMP
is most likely gone for good and she couldn't really do much now,
walking with only the left left-shoe, she turned the shoe left to her
into a projectile to be reckoned with and hit Fred on the temple of his head
with
remarkable precision. This occurred with a power and accuracy that
contributed
much to her own surprise about her spontaneous action.
Uncontrollable
tears further propelled her resolute turn and hastened her
steps, she didn't want to be seen crying and had thus turned immediately
to
get back to her car without really checking to see if she had done
serious damage that she might have to answer for, had occurred.
Fred
survived, embarrassed and bruised and a bit dazed and bleeding from
the
forehead. Approving and disapproving murmurs from the crowd ensued
all
around, evenly split between Republicans and Democrats; he wasn't sure
who
murmured on behalf which side, but then they might not have been
certain
either. Dizzy or not, having gotten more attention from a crowd than
ever
before, he decided to keep both FMP’s for further consideration:
Perhaps
as evidence for some legal action that might suggest itself later,
or
at least as a Voodoo fetish to get some modicum of satisfaction with
the
aid
of some hair pins, or......?!? As he was not
particularly yearning for any more
notoriety just that minute, he sought to relieve pain and ego at the ship's bar.
The
FMP’s placed on the bar next to his drink created a bit of a stir.
The quizzing glances from all the people about the room and some cautious,
yet surprisingly direct inquiries from perfect (and not so perfect) strangers
as
to the origin, or possible purpose of the shoes that were coloring his
drinks
by
way of refraction made him soon realize he was onto something;
something bigger
than
what his usual everyday activities customarily yielded. Three more
drinks
had
convinced his courage and his ego to devise a somewhat nasty,
but perhaps fun, plan to have some venting for all his pent up anger and confusion
in the hope to restore his ego to its former, ..... its former, .... well: "Glory".
It didn't take long to formulate a worthy strategy; camera in pocket he
soon
took
the first step. He knew that technically the FMP’s didn’t really belong
to him,
although
they had, in a way, been “given” to him (affirmation by way of body
language.)
It was among such considerations that his plan had festered and had ultimately
fermented:
Postcards, photo-postcards, involving one or both shoes, from wherever
he went,
shoe in hand: sent to her office for everyone to see and ask.......
Any activity pursued to excess will soon turn into a compulsion;
or worse. At the very least one can expect consequences.
Messing
about with the FMP’s in
public immediately yielded pay off,
at
first the inquiries demanded
ever ready and immediate responses,
custom
tailored to whoever was
asking or demanding. A FAQ-list
(Frequently
Asked Question - list) had
to be constructed simply because
there
were no discernable patterns to
be divined; old and young would ask,
or
at least stare, demanding some
sort of response and without a predictable
audience
all
other possibilities had to be accommodated. Writing these responses out
proved
to
be a formidable task, though not an entirely disagreeable one.
There
was an undeniable element of fun and satire in all of this, so, why not
rejoice
in it; wallow in it! For the time being all the postcards
prepared at an earlier
time
were sent. One card a day; though I am not
sure if the purpose of this
activity remained entirely in focus any longer, it had sounded better ....
well, on paper, so to speak.
Where
to take this from here? Clearly, the edge had to be honed to
“up
the
ante”, so to speak. A computer port was soon fitted to the back of one
of
the
heels. People would still ask, but some of the audience got
clearly
lost
in the shuffle. Placing demands on the untrained eye
limited the responders
to
a more sophisticated (in the true sense of
the word) audience and thus
shifted
the demands on the FAQ-list
(Frequently Asked Questions) to yet another
focus.
Susan was soon
forgotten, or at least lost in the buzz of activity that ensued.
Drowned
out by statements like: "Broad band is it?", "Is that USB2 or
USB3"
and "I haven't seen one of these in a long time".... forgotten. Or was she?
A
more low-tech remedy was needed, this gave rebirth to an earlier
plan
and thus a tantalizing Voodoo shrine evolved based on some
unsatisfactory,
failed
"bed of roses" concept - messy thinking. Because of this "pseudo-AI
macro "
the
shrine initially targrted Microsoft's op-system and its lack of
protecting itself,
clearly
reason had little to do with things and it was soon re-purposed under
the
influence
of some serious accelerant (coffee) in pursuit of the
original quest:
Revenge! Back on track, but a bit uncertain about the purpose of it all Fred
rattled
off several incantations he had
retrieved from the Internet under pressure
from
his new found audience.
Without
seeing the immediate effect of these efforts and dampened by the
considerable
by
the impact of the
exercise there was still an element of juvenile
satisfaction
in the procedure itself, bordering on magic, ..... power and ego!
Things
got progressively bizarre....... Arrrrrrrrgh!!! He woke in a sweat,
with
a start followed by ice cold shivers. Had he been sleeping all
this time, dreaming?
Perhaps unconscious from the blow to his head? Rubbing his eyes did not
help.
If he had dreamed all of this why was
was he still tired? His eyelids
were
getting heavy again, heavy, heavy,
sweet relaxation just around the bend. Was
giving
in an
option? As horrid as it all seemed at the time this was better
than
most movies.
He decided to give into his desire for rest and peace and enjoy the ride.
Things
seemed tame enough now, which lulled him right back
into what may have been a dream ..... deep, deeper, restful.
Guinea
pigs? Oy!
He startled once more before going into deeper trance.
Can you overdose on coffle in a dream?
The shoe kept resurfacing as a guiding image thread, in spite of all
the
concentration against exactly this, the more he tried to extricate
himself, the more he succumbed to his own susceptibility.
The
effect was immediate and devastating, aside from being unexpected by
him.
Suddenly
images kept bombarding him from all directions and with all
manner
of
subjects, a brush dipped into a psychological painting pallet
that would
have
been an inspiration to Sigmund Freud. All that had been cruising
through
his
mind lately had found conceptual expression in some
convoluted
freak show of pictures:
What must have had to do with their first meeting at the library.
The "three shoes for one" - sale at the accessory store, s
till didn't make much sense.
He
remembered the quaint Italian
restaurant where they had their
first
lunch, the one with
all the odd artworks on the wall
that gave wings to all their conversation:
Ha, Italians!
Confusing,
very confusing, but more images kept bubbling up
and
bobbing about. Then
he remembered the letters; he remembered
the letters he had sent, they must be on the internet by now!
Oh no!
Reason,
by this time, had gone out to lunch
as all kinds of raw images made their debut.
At
least all the pictures had a common thread, something to latch on to:
Obsession! Obsession!!! Must wake up, must wake up, he thought.
But
he had forgotten how to get out of his trance, something about counting
....
Surely
not sheep. He should have listened to what his mother had
always said!
Alas, he hadn't listen then either.
Other things kept morphing, possibilities suggested themselves .....
a disconnect ensued.
But it just wasn't the same, things could never be the same!? Sane?
Nothing
clicked, nothing to click; the only one thing certain was:
This wasn't Kansas anymore, but then it may never have been Kansas.
Back to counting, ....but counting what? ........
Most certainly not squirrels. No, not squirrels
How
did we get into squirrels anyway? Guinea pigs yes (a Peruvian
reference.)
I
mean they at least
served to test her boy friends for suitability to her purpose,
but
squirrels? Squirrels?!
Surely
Carl Jung would have something to say
about this.
He
was slowly morphing to play his own analyst....
must stop!
S T O P !!!
The
following image was even more unsetteling:
Susan, gearing up to get her ticket back out of the water!?
Now he knew this
couldn't be real, awake! Awake!
After all she was a hydrophobic claustrophobic with a propensity toward acrophobia
and now she had just one red shoe left? Right, eh?! Hahaaa! A triumph of logic,
a winning streak of his intellect!
Or
was it? He remembered the "three for one" sale ..... that explained the
additional
red
shoe. No
way out, no way out, again: Got to wake up! But what was
he supposed to count? Or what counted at all anymore? ........Backwards.
The images morphed and mellowed and contracted again as he devoted less
energy
to his struggle to get back out of his trance.
Visions of Christmases past floated by; ahhhhh, the good old days.
But
how good were they really? They had morphed into concept.
No
sooner had he thought such, when the red shoe reappeared,
in yet another incarnation.
Outsch! Was there to be no end to this madness?
Soon to be continued......
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